I was eating barbecue Lays and spicy roasted seaweed in the canteen (it was during break time) and then this guy from the other class and a 12th grader started beating up each other. That was unexpected O____O and then they knocked a bowl of spicy sauce from a nearby table and everybody was there staring including me; so that guy (I know his name, and he used to be my classmate last year, but nopenope I am not putting his name here) was mad at another guy for posting a photo somewhere on the internet, and when it was break time he immediately choked the 12th grader. Wat. da. Fuck?

In the end only one guy (or both) got suspended for fighting. Of course.

I remember last year during the dance rehearsal for some international fair at school everybody was arguing about stage stuff, blahblahblah and then the same guy punched the desk and stormed off to the toilet. I guess he's already violent n.n;

It's me again. Writing the most boring entry ever n.n; . So during lunch I was ordering an omelette (for 30 baht) and while I was waiting, the lady put the freshly cooked omelette on MY plate. You see, when you order an omelette at my school, they get you a plate of rice after you order... which meant that the plate is your order (confusing, I know) and then they will fill each order.

Right. The omelette. When she put the omelette on a plate, dumb me thought that it was my order, so I brought it to the table to eat. When I tear the egg into half: that's when I fucked up :( !!!

The omelette was SOMEBODY ELSE'S ORDER... it was no plain omelette, it had chopped up sausages and cheese in it. My pulse immediately hopped, and I looked over the omelette stand. Just a girl and a guy standing by and a cook trying to add a second bowl of rice to a plate. My order was there absorbing stale air of the canteen. The egg was already cut in half, no use of returning it...

And so I ate it. I rushed it before the owner of the order could see me eating theirs, aaaand then I dumped the rest. I ran as fast as I could back to my classroom (4 floors, impressive), opened my laptop and complete my accounting homework.

Now I don't have the guts to go back to the omelette stand now T___T If I go back again I hope they would accept my apology. THIS IS WHY THEY NEED QUEUE CARDS AGAIN. >:(

Anyhoo, I had to review for geometry again. This teacher I had looked so grumpy. He talks very loud (so that the entire class could pay attention to him) and kinda looks veryveryvery stern o__o I do agree with my friend that his mood affected the entire class and now she kind of hates him. I do too, but I wish I could see him smile more often. I cannot change his will anyway... I hope the trope "teacher everybody dislikes ends up the most loving teacher ever" is upon our class. *LOL* let's just see it for ourselves.

Oh, and I'm planning to move my homepage domain to immoral-heart, because I miss having a website with a handmade photoshop-esque animu layout, very cool domain name, quirky buttons, and very nostalgic designs. If I could buy a server/hosting package that grants 1GB, I would turn it into a hosting page... just because of the link. Haha... ^_^ I want people who are desperate to get a website that has a unique link. I'm one of them! *hand up*

So heads up, I'm changing the domain to immoral-heart (it would take a million years to update the links) and I hope I could whip up a cool layout fo myself.

And I think it's my fault anyways, because the person who ordered that omelette I snatched had to eat my order or buy another one, and I think nobody eats mine anyways  TT

p.s. Happy birthday Dr. Baldhead!!! *party whistle sounds*

 Well lookit that! I have 2 days until 10th grade. 
That means I'm meeting some of my old friends from 6th grade, and some strangers ;______;

I dunno how I got back to Artfight. HOW??? 
But all I know is I joined once in 2022 and then left it because I had to idea what the whole game was about, then today I joined again. This time they placed me in team Crystal, and it's falling behind T______T

I made four artworks. Favorite has to be Yue, Jing Loong and the fat Ray-Catpri-Sun.
Sorry, Medi n.n;

And now I'm mad because nobody's doing art for me yet >:(

 Guess I got over the gay-ass-old-stinky-old-house, since the neighbourhood is 30 years old, after all. 4 hours ago my family went to this terrarium/indoor reserve (wait what the hell whatsit called???) that's like 15 degrees celcius and look at winter plants, one of them being tulips. Beautiful. Then we went to a restaurant beside the sea, and had fantabulous food. It's pretty decent, however my favorite was the one we went on the second day (Nongnuch seafood, you askin' me) their omelet+ fish cake and other stuff we ordered was delish. My mom got surprised because the food is dead cheap too. Usually seafood is priced around 1000 baht but this. This restaurant is the real deal. About 650 per fish, the total price for all the food we ordered is 2525. Angel number ALERT WOOT WOOT

Tomorrow's my birthday now, and a holiday too! Turned out I share a birthday with one of the King's wives (wait did I remember it right?) and it's a public holiday (oh well it's a Sunday) so mom cancelled that class-in-this-niche-christian-community-plus-center and asked me where to eat, because of course it's my birthday. I want to go to Siam Center, the place where mom grew up her entire life. She used to go there to the tutor when she's in high school, then when she's in university she was too lazy to look at lecture notes so she bought notes from her friends (sold there) and read it. She ended up getting 3.1 while her friends got about 3.25 or something and they were like "Whaddahell how did you get 3.1 and not read?????"; and now she usually goes to the cafe to wait for my class to end. Life revolved around this place *hahahaha*

I went to the dentist again for obvious reasons. This time the power chain were banded to two bottom teeth both sides. I haven't taken a picture of it but I'll do it soon... and damn. It hurts. But the pain should go away tomorrow, if it doesn't, goodbye cruel world becuz I can't eat normal food now T________T

Kiki off o___^

 Tomorrow I'm going to Rayong for 2 days, then go to the dentist, and then the day after that is my birthday *confetti and party horn noises* 
Rayong is near Pattaya, one of the most foreigner-infested places (among Krabi and southern Thailand) but we are going the other side of Pattaya, so it'll be much more quiet. I do wanna go to Pattaya but my parent's aren't keen about the noise and whatever people who probably follow FarangsofPattaya

I've been to Pattaya before. I do wanna go to the mall near the "PATTAYA" sign on the hill, and eat shitloads of Japanese food but nope it's not happening <_<

I don't even know in the first place why my parents TAKE US ON A VACATION .v.

Enough ranting. Kiki out o_o

 Ah. New entry. Today's kind of headache and stomach induced, not because of going to one of the rides in the theme park, but instead I have to sit in cinema #7 with 13-ish other people n.n I also got new braces again. No elastics, but the dreaded power chain becuz I cannot chew food now T_____T

Next appointment on 12/7. Anyways, have two pictures because it will look cluttered. Go look fo more in the website linked.

Nikki out >:)

It's years since I witness death. Did I?

My housemaid, or to me, my nanny, just had a stroke and a seizure while cooking. She's rushed to the hospital, and the doctor told my mom that 1. She needs to have her brain surgery done  2. She might have to take an ambulance to the hospital in her hometown 3. she has to be monitored 72 hours (about 3 days) and see if she can slowly recover. If not, goodbyes.

My mom had her driver go through her phone to contact her daughter and her husband. Her daughter's grieving for her while her retarded husband is still drunk during his shift. Now my brother and mom is crying. She got to eat the meal she cooked for her (my other nanny continued cooking the pumpkin for her). And now it's a 50/50 situation now. Die, live, I dunno.

She's with me since I was 5. I'm 14 turning 15 in two months and it's very unexpected to me; a while ago she went to buy me ice cream, and put grandma's clothes in the drawer, and a few hours or so she's in the hospital trying to breath...

My brother begged me to pray for her too. I thought it's a small situation, but now I'm trying my best not to cry. 
Let's hope for the best she didn't die, but now she can't work for my family. It's the end of the road now... things are changing...

Nikki out. Hugs and kisses.
P.S. the first time death happened to my family was my late great-grandma. But I was not sad about it because she was going to die at 99. Now that I think about it I'm going to cry

 Sorry for hiatus ;___; Yesterday I got braces again. This time I chose yellow because green is too green-screen. I got plaque removal too; this dentist kept whining about how much plaque I have. MORE THAN HER KID. WTF??? YOU DON'T HAVE TO WHINE ABOUT IT, JUST INFORM. Aaaaand then they started talking about how they wished the other dentist was there to clear it up for me >:(

This time the canines occupied the space behind, and now they are trying to move the two teeth (previously behind the front two) to the front. OK I admit that my top teeth is going to look normal again with those two pulled to the front and I'm happy :) I'll have to wait.

At the counter I was informed that people with braces should brush often because the braces prevent them from reaching the dirty parts, and she gave me a CUREN toothbrush - muuch softer than the one I received the first time - and now I'm supposed to brush after I eat. Did I mention that I eat snacks alot???

Oh well. Tomorrow's going to be the week where I review for exams, because the week after that it's EXAM week, and class parties. I'm going to 10th grade soon, and I chose AP biology because I see potential that this could be handy for my portfolio or college entrance or something. Oh I have NO CLUE :) and when I get to 11th grade I'm taking AP psychology and maybe AP statistics. In the future I still pursue art but I want to get a job that supports me well. And I have no idea...

And yeah I fixed the photography page; Nikki out

 Nope. Not flood, but possibly.
So there, I came back from this horrendous 5 day vacation in Cha' am (like I mentioned it earlier); I absolutely had nothing to do. All I did was walks on the beach, locking the room and do stuff on the laptop, and going to restaurants to eat. My family bought food from 7-11 and just cooked simple meals. At least better than starving to deth.

We went for Songkran but we didn't do anything. Speaking of that, around Sunday we went to a restaurant that's near a mountain and it took FOREVER to get there. At least their food is mad fierce. On the way back there are partygoers and people on pickups (trucks) loaded with a barrel filled with water and their trusty weapon of choice. The most impressive was a girl in small twintails with an automatic water spray. Anyways, the traffic was also LOCO (mad) and our family car got splashed too. Some black cars also had wet powder smeared so it looked like they messed around with paint.

And I went to 7-11 with mom and brother. With the urgency to go to the toilet real quick. Best day evarh!

When I shower in the bathroom it suddenly rained. Too dogs-and-cats grandma's windows leaked water. Our house's 20-ish years now.

.... and yeah I'm drawing new artwork. See you on DefiantART or my homepage or something. Ki off >:)