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Hell on Earth, HERE I COME! [Aug. 3rd, 2025|05:37 pm]
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[Current Mood | Nervous]
[Current Location |Home]
[Current Music |Whatever I can find on Yume 2kki]

 Well lookit that! I have 2 days until 10th grade. 
That means I'm meeting some of my old friends from 6th grade, and some strangers ;______;
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Coolkids district [Jul. 20th, 2025|03:29 pm]
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[Current Location |Home sweet home (not the horror game)]
[Current Mood | Pleased]
[Current Music |Whatever I want to >;)]

After the class thing I had every Sunday my mom took me to Siam Square to return some random seat-cleaning product. And then we went to buy stickers, ate a katsudon (rice bowl with chicken cutlets and omelette on top), and strolled around finding American Eagle but now it's replaced with Adidas. Damn :(

I guess we had to find one at a mall near me; I saw one there. It would be great if they still have those slim t-shirts or whatever is close to that. I love those <3

While I was there I saw this woman (I'm not sure, but from the voice, probably a woman) with short hair, blue shirt and white pants dancing and prancing in one area. She makes me happy.

I'm telling you. I aspire to be her. She doesn't care what people think, and she clearly seemed to enjoy dancing. But I'm too shy, and guess it'll never happen x___x


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Fight for the future (not Street Fighter III) [Jul. 16th, 2025|07:37 pm]
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[Current Music |Whatever's on my mind]
[Current Location |Resting place (house)]
[Current Mood | Mad]

I dunno how I got back to Artfight. HOW??? 
But all I know is I joined once in 2022 and then left it because I had to idea what the whole game was about, then today I joined again. This time they placed me in team Crystal, and it's falling behind T______T

I made four artworks. Favorite has to be Yue, Jing Loong and the fat Ray-Catpri-Sun.
Sorry, Medi n.n;

And now I'm mad because nobody's doing art for me yet >:(


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Fifteen candles on the cake [Jul. 13th, 2025|06:33 pm]
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[Current Mood | Nervous]
[Current Location |Bedroom]
[Current Music |Not yet]

Officially 15, baybeeeeeeeeeeeeee. Sucks that this year we don't have cake, but we do have Pizza and an extra amount of chicken wings, breaksticks and salad (I only ate the breadsticks and pizza).

This morning me, mom, stepdad and brother went to this Korean charcoal-grill restaurant. Me, mom and brother went to this exact place many many times before; anyways. I enjoyed the grilled meat, quail eggs marinated in soy sauce, marinated spinach, garlic fried rice, and copious amounts of korean sauce. Spicy and tasted good :) then we went to two bookstores where I bought this book titled "Silent Sister" by Megan Davidhizar; I picked one that would look interesting (it so happened that I judged a book by it's cover) and this made the cut.

I've only read the 7th chapter and so far, this got me *hooked* solely because it switches views between two characters, one finding and one lost. I loved one of the sister's entries where it has writings at the end of each entry. Something like:

People will love me for who I am.
People will love me for who I am.
People will love me for who I am.
People will love me for who I am.
People will love me for who I am.
People will love me for who I am...

... and the list goes on.

I am also sure that it has poem stuff too. Niiice.

But it somehow had black magic too because it mentioned an anagram for eleven-plus-two, which can be swapped around as twelve-plus-one and both equates to 13. That's my birthdate. And same goes for the number of the street I lived. I think it also mentioned 15 too. O____o; ????

I do wanted a flip phone for my birthday, but I'm scared mom would find it unreasonable because mom needs Line for communications, but I wanted to take a cut from scrolling thru Youtube and find videos explaining why the present is soulless. Yeah. It really it soulless. But it would be cool if I owned it. And grandma can take my to D.I.Y to buy those blinged out stickers so I can bedazzle my butt away. I think it needs this weird sd card so I can dump MP3s in and do stuff with it.

I'm going to do a celebratory picture for myself too, but I don't wanna waste my eyes on the screen and dig in this book, so I'm doing it tomorrow.

Also, thanks for the birthday gift Bizette!!! *omg* although it was one of Etero's earliest iterations I'm still allowing weird patterns on her body n.n;

I haven't taken the brace picture yet. Hoo boy, there's alot of pictures in the card and it would take one whole day to edit them.
Nikki signing off.

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Oh-my-starz (so many patients left!!!) [Jul. 12th, 2025|08:32 pm]
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[Current Music |Nothing yet]
[Current Mood | In pain]
[Current Location |House arrest *smile*]

 Guess I got over the gay-ass-old-stinky-old-house, since the neighbourhood is 30 years old, after all. 4 hours ago my family went to this terrarium/indoor reserve (wait what the hell whatsit called???) that's like 15 degrees celcius and look at winter plants, one of them being tulips. Beautiful. Then we went to a restaurant beside the sea, and had fantabulous food. It's pretty decent, however my favorite was the one we went on the second day (Nongnuch seafood, you askin' me) their omelet+ fish cake and other stuff we ordered was delish. My mom got surprised because the food is dead cheap too. Usually seafood is priced around 1000 baht but this. This restaurant is the real deal. About 650 per fish, the total price for all the food we ordered is 2525. Angel number ALERT WOOT WOOT

Tomorrow's my birthday now, and a holiday too! Turned out I share a birthday with one of the King's wives (wait did I remember it right?) and it's a public holiday (oh well it's a Sunday) so mom cancelled that class-in-this-niche-christian-community-plus-center and asked me where to eat, because of course it's my birthday. I want to go to Siam Center, the place where mom grew up her entire life. She used to go there to the tutor when she's in high school, then when she's in university she was too lazy to look at lecture notes so she bought notes from her friends (sold there) and read it. She ended up getting 3.1 while her friends got about 3.25 or something and they were like "Whaddahell how did you get 3.1 and not read?????"; and now she usually goes to the cafe to wait for my class to end. Life revolved around this place *hahahaha*

I went to the dentist again for obvious reasons. This time the power chain were banded to two bottom teeth both sides. I haven't taken a picture of it but I'll do it soon... and damn. It hurts. But the pain should go away tomorrow, if it doesn't, goodbye cruel world becuz I can't eat normal food now T________T

Kiki off o___^
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Lonely neighbourhood [Jul. 10th, 2025|02:54 pm]
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[Current Mood | unamused]
[Current Location |Somewhere in Rayong]
[Current Music |Nothing yet]

 Our place was in this very old neighbourhood right by the sea, and the house we're in smells old as fuck. It stinks >:(
And AC's not that efficient

For now I'll just suffer. BRB
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On tha way to Rayong [Jul. 9th, 2025|03:00 pm]
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[Current Mood | Not amused]
[Current Location |At home]
[Current Music |Nothing yet]

 Tomorrow I'm going to Rayong for 2 days, then go to the dentist, and then the day after that is my birthday *confetti and party horn noises* 
Rayong is near Pattaya, one of the most foreigner-infested places (among Krabi and southern Thailand) but we are going the other side of Pattaya, so it'll be much more quiet. I do wanna go to Pattaya but my parent's aren't keen about the noise and whatever people who probably follow FarangsofPattaya

I've been to Pattaya before. I do wanna go to the mall near the "PATTAYA" sign on the hill, and eat shitloads of Japanese food but nope it's not happening <_<

I don't even know in the first place why my parents TAKE US ON A VACATION .v.

Enough ranting. Kiki out o_o

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We have a nu house *actually, not a new house* [Jun. 29th, 2025|05:15 pm]
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[Current Music |Nothing yet, but I do wanna listen to music]
[Current Mood |Excited]
[Current Location |At my usual place]

 Nope. This is not about me moving to anotehr place. If you are in the same community as I am, you'll probably know about the glamfur community journal on LJ. It died around 2013, and we don't have a place to show glamfur-y stuff now, so I made one.

I'm waiting for people to make posts on there... anyways special ed club is horrible ._____.

Here's the link:[ NU_GLAMFUR ]
Ki off to updating the homepage. Bye ^_________^
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A special ed club in a christian community [Jun. 1st, 2025|07:29 pm]
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[Current Location |At home; Bangkok, Thailand]
[Current Mood |Content]
[Current Music |Nothing yet]

 No, I'm not writing about problems in Christianity. I felt that my last club wasn't good enough, and there's only 2 people (including me), so my mom arranged something with my previous teacher to let me attend the same class in another place. This time it's in the city - somewhat my favorite cuz' there's this feeling that stuff is going on, what to see and what to hear, compared to my previous one where it was in a town that can only accessed by a motorway (those roads that have tolls and cargoes). The company/team who hosts these programs usually have their employees find a place where it's accessible to people, and... this time it's in a Christian institute/community. I'm not sho if it's an institute or community but since it has dorms and frequent visitors I'm assuming it's both. The room has windows all over the room so it's easy to look if the boys are late (from buying at 7/11). Wow.

I can't remember it well but the branch in the city had 10 students, 3 or 2 withdrawn. We had to play a game about avoiding being caught as a spy and then we moved on to learning about being a reliable news sources and a legit good news anchor. Waait did I say it rite? 

The boys are hilarious, and the girls are nice. Exclude the obsessive phone scrolling, which plagues today :(

The community is also close to where mom studied during high school and uni. I saw this weird old cafe/hotel that's named Flo rida (space not intended but U NO WAT I MEAN) and another small cafe beside it called Tampa. When did the trend where cafes are named after states in America stop? I dunno. And I saw this kickass white with red outlines and structure building where my mom's ex used to stay, the smallest 7/11 ever beside an abandoned shop, this building named Conner (SIC, it's spelled like that), one of the first apartments in the area, and lotsa cool places I wished to stay, even though my house is about 3km away from the city area. At least I live near the city. Woohoo.

P.S. my mom got a new car - a white Kia Carnival (with this annoying 3 second jingle everytime you start the car and wen you remove the keys) (and it's too aware when somebody's motorcycle is near the car for about 4 inches). I traveled in that while going to the club, and I got a haircut. A fix on the bangs I fucked up last year and shorter hair.

I hope my 2 month break is worth it. But things are really changing...

Nikki out *kisses* *kisses* *kisses*
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Hope for the best [May. 29th, 2025|07:37 pm]
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[Current Music |Signaldrift - And Yet...]
[Current Location |At home; Bangkok, Thailand]
[Current Mood |Indifferent and sad]

It's years since I witness death. Did I?

My housemaid, or to me, my nanny, just had a stroke and a seizure while cooking. She's rushed to the hospital, and the doctor told my mom that 1. She needs to have her brain surgery done  2. She might have to take an ambulance to the hospital in her hometown 3. she has to be monitored 72 hours (about 3 days) and see if she can slowly recover. If not, goodbyes.

My mom had her driver go through her phone to contact her daughter and her husband. Her daughter's grieving for her while her retarded husband is still drunk during his shift. Now my brother and mom is crying. She got to eat the meal she cooked for her (my other nanny continued cooking the pumpkin for her). And now it's a 50/50 situation now. Die, live, I dunno.

She's with me since I was 5. I'm 14 turning 15 in two months and it's very unexpected to me; a while ago she went to buy me ice cream, and put grandma's clothes in the drawer, and a few hours or so she's in the hospital trying to breath...

My brother begged me to pray for her too. I thought it's a small situation, but now I'm trying my best not to cry. 
Let's hope for the best she didn't die, but now she can't work for my family. It's the end of the road now... things are changing...

Nikki out. Hugs and kisses.
P.S. the first time death happened to my family was my late great-grandma. But I was not sad about it because she was going to die at 99. Now that I think about it I'm going to cry
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Finals [May. 27th, 2025|07:32 pm]
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[Current Music |Signaldrift - And Yet (in my head)]
[Current Location |At home; Bangkok, Thailand]
[Current Mood |Confidence slowly growing]

 Was it finals though? Since it's the last exam for 9th grade.

I've already done business, ELA, physics, and religious ed. Tomorrow's Algebra. It's a subject that matters to me alot because if I get a grade lower than C, the entire world goes dark (guaranteed blindness). I think I got the hang of it! (exclude differentiating questions that are either permutation, combination, counting techniques and factorial) And from what I've heard from my friend the paper's like 4 pages. Guess I'm dead X_____________X

Reminder: On Friday it's partay tiiiiiiimmmmeeee!!!!! >:D I don't have the slightest idea what to wear. Maybe not uniform. That said I need to beg mom to buy cool clothes...
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Nu Braces [May. 18th, 2025|10:18 am]
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[Current Music |I Wouldn't Mind - He Is We]
[Current Location |At home; Bangkok, Thailand]
[Current Mood |Indifferent]

 Sorry for hiatus ;___; Yesterday I got braces again. This time I chose yellow because green is too green-screen. I got plaque removal too; this dentist kept whining about how much plaque I have. MORE THAN HER KID. WTF??? YOU DON'T HAVE TO WHINE ABOUT IT, JUST INFORM. Aaaaand then they started talking about how they wished the other dentist was there to clear it up for me >:(

This time the canines occupied the space behind, and now they are trying to move the two teeth (previously behind the front two) to the front. OK I admit that my top teeth is going to look normal again with those two pulled to the front and I'm happy :) I'll have to wait.

At the counter I was informed that people with braces should brush often because the braces prevent them from reaching the dirty parts, and she gave me a CUREN toothbrush - muuch softer than the one I received the first time - and now I'm supposed to brush after I eat. Did I mention that I eat snacks alot???

Oh well. Tomorrow's going to be the week where I review for exams, because the week after that it's EXAM week, and class parties. I'm going to 10th grade soon, and I chose AP biology because I see potential that this could be handy for my portfolio or college entrance or something. Oh I have NO CLUE :) and when I get to 11th grade I'm taking AP psychology and maybe AP statistics. In the future I still pursue art but I want to get a job that supports me well. And I have no idea...

And yeah I fixed the photography page; Nikki out


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Got brace? Part two [Apr. 20th, 2025|06:15 am]
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[Current Location |At home; Bangkok, Thailand]
[Current Mood |Irritated]
[Current Music |Sneaker Pimps - Spin Spin Sugar]

 My time to switch elastics and applying braces to the bottom teeth is here. Well maybe not because I  slept and I haven't wrote an entry to this yet.

Like I promised, I chose red, but it ended up as REDDISH-ORANGE. And the bottom teeth has more teeth so the brackets are much more crowded than the top; Since it has more teeth, IT IRRITATES ME. I'm expecting 3 mouth ulcers :(   my orthodontist also told me that my upper teeth keeps clashing and covering my lower teeth, so she gave my bite pads (whitish stuff at the back of the teeth, if you can see) to fix my bite. At least my smile is slowly getting better from the usual grumpy frown; and not kidding you that's what usually happens when I close my mouth. I was informed I cannot chew hard food now, I have to switch to liquid soft foods. Congee was my closest friend now *_*

I thought it's going to hurt but it hasn't, and instead, makes you unconfortable.

I'll let it see fo yourselves. 

I'm planning to change the layout of my photography homepage too. It was going to reflect my previous-previous website but I think making it looking less cluttered (OK, well not much) but I want that layout to be hand-drawn and HAS SPICE.

P.S Thnx Katie for replying to my new character sheet. Haha

braces with reddish-orange elastics on each bracket
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Flood again? [Apr. 15th, 2025|05:44 pm]
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[Current Music |Sneaker Pimps - Six Underground]
[Current Mood |Excited for no reason]
[Current Location |At home; Bangkok, Thailand]

 Nope. Not flood, but possibly.
So there, I came back from this horrendous 5 day vacation in Cha' am (like I mentioned it earlier); I absolutely had nothing to do. All I did was walks on the beach, locking the room and do stuff on the laptop, and going to restaurants to eat. My family bought food from 7-11 and just cooked simple meals. At least better than starving to deth.

We went for Songkran but we didn't do anything. Speaking of that, around Sunday we went to a restaurant that's near a mountain and it took FOREVER to get there. At least their food is mad fierce. On the way back there are partygoers and people on pickups (trucks) loaded with a barrel filled with water and their trusty weapon of choice. The most impressive was a girl in small twintails with an automatic water spray. Anyways, the traffic was also LOCO (mad) and our family car got splashed too. Some black cars also had wet powder smeared so it looked like they messed around with paint.

And I went to 7-11 with mom and brother. With the urgency to go to the toilet real quick. Best day evarh!

When I shower in the bathroom it suddenly rained. Too dogs-and-cats grandma's windows leaked water. Our house's 20-ish years now.

.... and yeah I'm drawing new artwork. See you on DefiantART or my homepage or something. Ki off >:)
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In Cha' am - Hua-hin for Songkran :) [Apr. 11th, 2025|03:04 pm]
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[Current Music |Yume Tagai - Soap World]
[Current Location |Hotel; Cha'am, Phetburi]
[Current Mood |Numb but Excited]

Me and my family's in Cha' am rite now, we're in the same hotel I've been since like 6. Mom bought the room since I was a toddler and she bought all the furniture and decorated. When I got back the AC is already yellow. It's been like 15 years ago (a decade, I know) and stuff got old quick.

Our family must've been the earliest because there aren't more families who arrived at the place until like, afternoon (we arrived here around noon)

We looked around the place, and we saw those little sand piles beside the pool. Those are for sandcastle builds; so turns out each year they're not missing out Songkran.

My friends are in Pattaya or somewhere in Rayong today. They already had their water war at school yesterday; I was the only one who stayed in the room because I am NOT playing that. And that's a reason I don't wanna be in a state that involved soggy clothes.

I'm staying with my family for about 3-4 days. Alright. See you on the next entry. KK (Ki) out >:)
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Going to the mall [Apr. 7th, 2025|04:17 pm]
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[Current Music |Still Yume 2kki - The Ceiling (reversed)]
[Current Location |At home; Bangkok, Thailand]
[Current Mood |Happy]

 Short message - I'm going to the mall in the evening to eat at Coco-Ichibanya - to compensate on not going to Central WOrld because this Monday school doesn't respond to a public holiday... I finished my ELA homework, and I need to guide Folk through his unfinished argumentative essay...

Thursday: bring water gun and a buncha spare clothes and very big towel... don't get splashed; if not stay upstairs until 3 in the afternoon :)

OK Ki out >:P
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Saturday is no fun at all [Apr. 5th, 2025|09:47 am]
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[Current Music |Yume 2kki - The Ceiling (reversed)]
[Current Location |In hell; Bangkok, Thailand]

 Today was just going to be right. I asked mom if she can take me to TK Park (the library) and Maisen (the restaurant) at Central World. I had lotta fond memories there. I remember during Covid (the last time I went there before I have to move to another country) I saw kids playing, kids lying down and sliding down upside down (LOL) and Chinese grandparents arguing whether or not they should go or something... I only learnt Chinese for 4 years in my life, so I dunno what they R arguing about.

But my parents shut the idea down, and rescheduled it to next Monday (becuz it's public holiday). WHY DOES IT HAVE TO BE CHAINGING DAYS? I. HATE. MY. PARENTS :(

But I have to put up with it and continue my argumentative essay - MLA formatted.

I also have 2 hours of Algebra tutoring. I hope mom stops sending me to the special ed because she think's I'm retarded.

Check ya. Nikki off.
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Earthquake [Mar. 28th, 2025|03:27 pm]
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[Current Mood |Hopelessly hopeful]
[Current Location |At home, Bangkok, Thailand]
[Current Music |Still KLEAR - คำยินดี in my head]

 I was in a badminton match with my partner during PE, and my teacher just screamed "EARTHQUAKE!" outta nowhere. I was like "The hell? Another fire drill?". By the time I was going to head down I felt a faint rumbling. But it wasn't a 7.7 richter scaled, it was more like rumbling at a nearby construction site. 

Me and my classmates sat outside along with other students. Some joked about filming the last livestream/video, Folk started talking about his cat (I forgot all these years that he owned a cat) and when it's time I headed to Thai class.

Thai class was the same. Miss didn't make us do our woven fish project, instead she opened a YouTube livestream from a news source. Frantic livestream messages. People saying that at 14:30 it's going to experience aftershock. Mom stuck in traffic (she had to send her colleagues back home in Ladprao and back). Parents swarming all over the place in school. This is the first time ever I've seen parents in school the size of a concert crowd. Normally there's less. x_x

Their parents usually work in offices, and since it's in the center of Bangkok, things got worse. Some of my classmates are notified that their parents are going to pick them up early. 

Brother's still chatting to friends in a chatgroup. He snapped photos too.
One of his friends said that his condo's falling apart, the other being joke messages to lighten up, Dunno how mine turned out.
But if it's grandma she's running away to Majorca with her piano  she will be back in a bit.


Ok. This message's going out 2 my friends, 2 my family, 2 everyone.

If I die in an event or an illness, and I'm inactive, please tell everyone that this blog is dead X_X 
Nah kidding. XOXO hope everyone's safe.

Will be back in a bit
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STEM project with 4 other highschoolers [Mar. 27th, 2025|06:31 pm]
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[Current Music |KLEAR - คำยินดี]
[Current Location |At home; Bangkok, Thailand]
[Current Mood |Dreadfully hopeful]

 STEM week was fun. Highschoolers got the STEM activity late.

They randomly select students from 9th, 10th, 11th and 12th students to team up and build a rollercoaster made out of 250 straws. I was lost in the crowd (because I forgot to look at the group name the night before) but coincidentally the 11th grader in the group spotted my behind her back. We did tons of figuring (on how to make a rollercoaster that makes the ball last the longest in the tracks)
and the guys in the group did most of it. Our group was situated in the middle of the auditorium (groups numbered 33-40+ had to do their projects in the classrooms) and then friends of a girl in the group dared this guy to beatbox; so loud that the groups around the area started looking at us O_O

Jeeja kept visiting me. Yeah. Our rollercoaster was 2nd tallest in height (1st was somebody's group) And after break we had to do this crappy Earth Day video (which by tha way it was supposed to be last week, but they said, "Fuck that we don't have time.") We got "Eco bag" so a senior went off to get plastic bags and we picked a 10th grade classroom. Most of the classrooms are being used by various groups. We filmed an awkward-looking video about a person using plastic bags and then it rips, and this guy starts raging. I HAD to admit this is actually a 100/100 storytelling and advocate for Earth-saving.

We went back to the auditorium where we tested each group's rollercoasters with a ping-pong ball. Ours was 12 seconds. I was so proud during building sessions, but after a group got 20 seconds, I'm already dead from there. But if we got 2nd place, at least we get an honorable mention. 

Heard that the first place gets a trophy for the STEM week and a prize. The junior said it was snacks and the senior wished it was money. Haha X)

But if it was me I'd beg for SNACKS. Going to agree with the junior here.

Glad I'm in a cool team. Nice game - it's been golden playing with you guys ^_*
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4th quarter was the same as the previous 3 [Mar. 21st, 2025|07:08 am]
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[Current Music |Silence]
[Current Location |At school; Bangkok, Thailand]
[Current Mood |Numb but pain]

 Oh yeah. 4th quarter is here. I just decided that my goals are:
1. Complete that MLA formatted argumentative essay
2. Complete classworks as possible (the reason why my grades are failing)
3. Try to be positive
But I guess I'm failing the second one. That physics worksheet about balancing equations is torture; I picked the hard one and I have to do TWENTY of them... :(

Now that I aced Algebra last year, I'm trying to ace for last quarter too. But rational functions? Nope....

Also I'm plugging applesugar too. :) Nice 2 meet you again

Nikki out.

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