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Psyche... (do dead dreams die so new ones happen?) [Mar. 2nd, 2026|10:20 am]
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[Current Mood | Xistential dread]
[Current Music |My imaginations]

Howlongwazit since I rambled? I haven't updated my website in months! I was planning to get away from Nekoweb and go to a good hosting service... might as well get a nu domain name.

I just wanted to say that I might be on and off the Internet fo a while - I wanted to try and enjoy life for a bit, but I eventually find myself going back here to check on you guys o_o and the websites going to be on hiatus until my passion for HTML comes back ;_;

And I remember discussing about the "What-will-happen-to-us-in-five-mo-years" - I used to dwindle around art careers since it was one of my child dreams, but after that dreaded Sunday art school and more research, it kind of set to the side as a dead dream. By now after joining the special AP Biology class (funny enough, enrolled to get away from one friend and be with the smart people), mom's stories from her college years as a pharmaceutical major (funny ones like a feminine guy who made syrups for headaches with 60-70%? alcohol content and called it medicine-syrup-for-drunk-children), and other experiences from going outside, I'm doubting/ or convinced that I have potential to be in healthcare. Mom seemed to be worried about it but by now she supports it and told me that a job as a physiologist is great for me since I'm good at massaging (dunno if massaging is a skill required in that field of work, though).

My options are psychiatric nurse, physiotherapist, lab technician, or if it doesn't work out, art job or accountant. If death before graduation is also a free option I might consider that too (sarcasm)

See ya in 10 years in a hospital or a morgue. Nikita out 8D
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Exactly like the girl in the picture [Oct. 31st, 2025|08:57 am]
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[Current Mood | MAD.]
[Current Location |School]
[Current Music |The sound of the AC and the clanking of a construction site]

 I GOT A HAIRCUT. I was going for the same haircut for Etero but my hair is thick and  Mom's hairdresser suggested that a bob should suffice because if I blow-dry it with a hairdryer I look like a lion. When another hairdresser had me go through all bob hairstyles on her phone I was trying to find a GENUINE ONE she spotted that it's near the same pixie haircut and she told to the other guy that "YO. SHE WANTS THAT HAIRCUT. SHE KEPT SCROLLING AROUND THAT ONE!" I was EMBARASSED. In the end I got the short bob haircut, and I admit, I was extremely sad becuz' I got no dream haircut. WOES. I was in complete distressed to the point that I had visions of me dying in the middle of the road while people form a circle around and mom would cry for a whole year when she saw my dead body on the news.

Haha I was being delusional. Aside from that I have this dreaded computer class presentation about coding and I got nu braces - light tictac green. No power chains though. That one bracket kept falling off ;___;

I updated I-M.net too. A new layout bout' skool. I am planning to do that in-lieu-of-not-celebrating-halloween picture and character pages too. And I'm waiting for my new phone. A teeny tiny blue one. But I'll have to wait until November. *pout*

NIKKI STORMING OUT!
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Confetti [Oct. 9th, 2025|03:56 pm]
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[Current Music |Whatevah I'm watching right now]
[Current Location |Home]
[Current Mood | Pessimistic]

 No, I'm not celebrating anything (well, except that it's the first time my report card is filled with grades ranging from -Bs to As... and one -C) but I've been binging Utube again. It's becoming more common than ever - oh well I mean I've been like that since 2015 ;___; it's makin' me sad everyday... but after hopping from one VDO to next I ended up watching the ball drop footages of the year 2000. I loved how people were hollering at the cameras with joy, a group of happy people, and I loved those colorful balloons. 

Of course I'm a gen Z'er in the big '25 being obsessed with retro stuff, but damn. This reminds me of the footage from 2023 in Paris when everybody was holding up phones. Social media obsessed much?

Aaaaaside, school's closed. Nowadays my school pressures me to have a phone for group chats n' stuff. All we did was send obnoxious pictures like a screencap and short messages from the teacher. Nothing much. Can't they make a corkboard where everybody can put notes and obnoxious stuff on it?

I do remember the moment when it's one day before a new year, I tried to pull an all-nighter, but because I have no caffeine and I can get easily sleepy so I slept anyways *lol*

I'm looking forward to Biz's Halloween piccie crossover. I can't decide if I should put Juha or whatever characters I have. I'll have to see because I want Juha to be some sort of wizard.... heheheheh. If now, that's okay.

And despite all of this rambling, it's me being pissed at the world now in October. Nikki out XOXO
p.s. I'm looking forward to 2026 too, even that's after 2 whole months
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All aboard!! [Sep. 28th, 2025|07:31 pm]
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[Current Mood | Happy]
[Current Location |Home]
[Current Music |Nothing yet]

 I went to the mall (which happened to be the hotspot for tourists and expats) with my mom today; we ate food (it was DELISH) \^o^/, we went to Kinokuniya (the bookstore) and got nothing cuz' all drawing tutorial books are from that one Japanese author who draws generic animu girls, and we took the train to the Sunday art class.

I did well at art class today! (thank gawd that teacher wasn't here because he gave me a headache) I had to color a picture with shades of gray. 

Best of all was this was the first time I took the train myself, and it was fun!!!!!!! Passed five stops, back to the mall; mom was so worried about me being kidnapped/lost but I eventually made it. Now I do wanna try and go places with that, but it's only in the central part of Bangkok. I need to learn how to use the bus because I dunno where it goes :p

But exam is in two days and I haven't studied yet :( !

Kiki OUT
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