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Anyone got a zdiskuss code? [Feb. 4th, 2026|09:28 pm]
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[Current Location |My Den]
[Current Mood | pissed off]

After reading that sad excuse for a newsletter from the CEO; I think it's time I part ways from dA ngl... Imagine choosing robotic sludge over actual artists and the environment; and still doubling down after several years despite pushback!? Pathetic! This is what happens when you make money your god, kids. Instead of dealing with moderation and the site's wellbeing (you know, stop the bleeding, right?), you just decided to ignore the massive elephant in the room because of the investors? GOD, what a fucking waste! Holy shit, just sell the fucking site already, WIX!!! This shit's embarrassing, LMFAO... Zdiskuss here I come :P

Anyway, did loads of work today and made some good process! I've noticed whenever a post an entry; I never talk about my personal life (university crap doesn't count >_____<) besides art and internet shit... I wonder why? Might get tacos or Maccies (McDonald's lulz) tomorrow after class, who know? :3 I need to listen to more music waaaaaaaaa :/

Well, I'm off to play Angels Online, and then get some needed ZZZs... Goodnight! ꒰՞◌• ༝ •◌꒱♡
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Minor operations; testing new serving path [Feb. 3rd, 2026|10:25 pm]

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Hi all!

I'm doing some minor operational work tonight. It should be transparent, but there's always a chance that something goes wrong. The main thing I'm touching is testing a replacement for Apache2 (our web server software) in one area of the site.

Thank you!

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Sick day [Feb. 3rd, 2026|11:12 am]
[Current Mood | sick]
[Current Location |Fairyland]
[Current Music |Pokemon dance mix]

 Heeheehee.. I’m off school sick today. I wonder if I always start of my entries with random sounds.. oh whatever! Sorry, I’m a bit ditzy today and my brain is barely working. Neither is my body,
I can barely move but I wanna play dance dance revolution.. or as us sad children in Europe have it, dancing stage. Seriously, why did they rename it in Europe ?! 

not to mention I’m so so cold, I understand why people don’t like being cold now. It isn’t refreshing this time, it’s just gloomy. 

I wanna draw Ringo as a nurse…. Maybe with ikari as his patient/victim xp

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!! I also want to learn to code html so bad! I wanna make an Albel x fayt fan site.. and a personal art site.. I even tried looking up school resources once, but I just cannot wrap my head around anything. I should start focusing..I did have a website at kuonakuona.neocities.org but I totally wrecked it one day and never found out how to fix it. And it doesn’t look so great. And I want to learn to do it without relying on a template 

(sorry, I’m shoving so much into this. But. I just bought that windows 7 laptop finally)
 

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New Icon + Back to Skool [Feb. 2nd, 2026|10:02 pm]
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[Current Location |My Den]
[Current Mood | exhausted]

Made my first ever pixel icon today, it's Afro Ken of San-X ^^; ain't he adorable? I made the little fella in Paint Shop Pro X :] In more serious news, I'm back at uni, and I'm already tired as fuck even tho I had one lesson today (it was a recap lesson btw), lulz. At least, I bought myself these hella tasty noodles and dim sum after it and had the best lunch (& nap) ever!!! I might have to go on hiatus for a bit since school and shit... booo :-/
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glamfur archive site [Feb. 2nd, 2026|12:33 pm]

nu_glamfur

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[Current Mood | cold]
[Current Location |school]
[Current Music |nothing]

i've been thinking of maybe making a glamfur archive site on nekoweb or neocities (or whatever other free hosting i can find, maybe one with php if i'm lucky..) and was wondering if anyone would like to help me out with it? mostly with images or maybe some coding (if the host allows it) since i'm just one person :P it might be a bit of an ambitious project but i'm willing to do it if i have the time, of course.

it'll mostly feature old glamfur art but if you guys would like i can also upload some modern stuff too, and even some of your art (with permission, of course!) the main problem would be where i would put all those images, though i could probably use filegarden or catbox to resolve that. but i dunno, would you guys be interested in such a thing? :P


(there seems to be a cold front here in puerto rico.. brrrrr... worst time to be sick ;___;)
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Howzat, part 8: Onward to Nepal [Feb. 2nd, 2026|07:41 pm]
My longest Howzat yet, covering the World Cup T20 Global qualifiers :-)

Onward to Nepal )
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FANGIRL FRENZY!!!!!!! [Feb. 1st, 2026|04:39 pm]
[Current Location |My dad’s flat, eating crisps]
[Current Music |Gay bar- electric 6]
[Current Mood | gloomy]

SQUEEEEEEE!!!!!!! I’m playing star ocean till the end of time a lot recently, and I’ve gotten super deep into looking at albel x fayt content.. hehehheheeehheeehee… (^་།^)
While at my devious websurfing-yaoi-adventure I found these awesome arts from 2005.. and wowza, so beautiful!!!!



I’m gonna spend the rest of my evening studying this art, wooweewoooo.
oh yeah!! I got a new sketchbook!! Woot!


On the other hand though, I am really worried today. My dad is losing so much money that he’s going to have to lose his flat. This might be the last day I get to stay in his flat, actually. He doesn’t have any money purely because of his generosity, he’s the boss of a company that works with his friend, and he gives his friend 3/4 of the money he gets, he pays for my mums university and food, and obviously pays extra to care for us on weekends. And look how the world rewards him, taking away his home. Good going, earth.. 
I don’t know where our fish are going to go, where all his stuff is going to go.. oh wow. This is terrible. 

but at least I can cheer myself up with yaoi!

SADNESS IS TEMPORARY! YAOI IS FOREVER!!!

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Noticing hmmmmm [Jan. 30th, 2026|04:50 am]
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[Current Location |My Parents' Shithole]
[Current Mood | annoyed]

Is it just me or has there been a mass increase of people using old glamfur art as icons and pfps (hate that term btw)? I swear I've seen it on Twitter, Instagram, Pinterest and Toyhouse; and I just think it's kinda fucking gross!!! Don't get me wrong, it's also moe girl and old school fandom art too. These people's art aren't stock images/aesthetikz1!1! and neither are their characters - they meant something to these kids back then... the same way our art/characters does to us now! These are the same people who shit themselves if God forbid someone has a similar looking character or art style to them; so how come this is a-okay if the artists affected aren't active online anymore? Show some fucking respect to those who came before you during a much different internet, dipshits! What if I used your art as an icon without your consent or knowledge; would you like that? You have no excuse!!! >:[
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Go Watch Jojo Rabbit! [Jan. 30th, 2026|03:30 am]
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[Current Location |My Parents' Shithole]
[Current Mood | grateful]

Finally got time to watch the rest of the movie and I definitely didn't regret it! It's a wonderful, heartwarming and sad-at-times film (it made me cry near the end so bad :-[) and I believe it does more justice to its serious subject than other films. The whole cast did an excellent job and no one felt out of place; the actresses playing Elsa and Rosie are just fantastic! Of Course, the kid playing Jojo did a super job and was mega funny too! ^^ Don't know why it took me years to see this one tho? I think I waited till the hype surrounding it died down... maybe a bit too long, lulz! (;´∀`)

It's a 10/10 from me!!! Highly recommend!!!
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roadkill highway [Jan. 29th, 2026|10:46 pm]
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[Current Music |some youtube video]
[Current Location |my room]
[Current Mood | bored]

'you owe everything to your mother, she brought you into this world!' psssh... yeah right. i didn't ask to be born :P and anyway, what do i owe to someone who won't even treat me like i'm human? yeah, she threatens me, forces me to raise *her* child and is always pissed at me over some small thing but hey, that's just motherly love, right? :^
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Markers markers markers [Jan. 28th, 2026|04:04 pm]
[Current Location |My bed scratching my head because of all the itchy products I slap on it]
[Current Music |Nuffing]
[Current Mood | blah]

 I’ve been wanting to get sum markers recently.. does anyone have any cheap-ish recommendations? X_X
my dream are prismacolour markers, but I just can’t find em anywhere anymore.

or maybe I’ll stop procrastinating and finally learn watercolours… nyehhhhh………..

I think I should put more in here, so I’m just gonna start COMPLAINING! 

how come I never show anyone at school my art but everyone and their mom has seen it?! It’s getting a little scary. Some food tech teacher I’ve never seen came up 2 me and said “you’re pretty creative aren’t you? Don’t you draw those… cat shaped people?” And I was all like “0_0???? WTF?!” I have no idea at all who this woman is! and no idea where she’s seen my art! My heart almost stopped in anxiety

it gets real bad when the seasonal art competitions roll around, so many randoms I’ve never met or talked to going “omg anouk! Are you joining the art competition?!” Like…… huh….. 
iI deliberately make sure not to join those competitions so people don’t judge my art. (Also because they hand out chocolate to the top 3 winners of each year group, and I despise chocolate) Maybe people are looking at my school doodles? But I fold up my paper so tiny? And they don’t look good at all? oh, whatever, it will always be a mystery. Speaking of school doodles, I might go post some on deviantart now cya! ^^
 


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My part in this world [Jan. 27th, 2026|04:14 pm]
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[Current Mood | Hopeless]
[Current Music |Whatever I can find on my amp]
[Current Location |My room]

 Today the entirety of 10th graders were lectured about future careers and the diploma + subject choice (because soon I'll have to choose one). My classmates are already sure what career they will work on; I heard that two of my classmates are going for dentistry, one guy was working on becoming a doctor, and I'm sure people in the class have figured out what path they will take - except me.

At first I went for graphic designer, and I joined a small art class every Sunday, but the place and the atmosphere is very unwelcoming, the teachers don't seem to cater to students, the stuff I learnt was confusing, I have no chance to connect and interact with other students, plus the university stuff they told me was very complicated. And so in the end I begged mom (with tears) to stop taking me there.

Maybe I took their criticism personally. Or I hated people there :P

Yo. And a bonus for my two new characters )
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I did it but... What now? [Jan. 26th, 2026|08:52 pm]
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[Current Music |Yuzo Koshiro - Brave New World]
[Current Location |My Parents' Shithole]
[Current Mood | bored]

Evening, homefryz! I'm super bored as hell, and have nothing better to do after submitting my animation production logbook for class. I'm glad it's over, but I'm boredddddddddddd!!!! My final grade better be worth all that pointless waffling and dull sleepless nights. I need to yap at someone ASAP, or I'm going to explode! I would talk with my Mum; but she's busy talking with my aunts on the phone at the moment. My escargot is xt0rmentedxx@escargot.chat (I'm active UK time btw) and my e-mail is B1zette_Official@proton.me; please just send whatever (rants, memes, MP3s, game ROMs, cute animals, etc) at this rate... I'm so bored and need a good chuckle.

Likewise, I've been thinking about Daichi for the last few days, and I don't know why? Despite his looks, he's actually younger than Chisa by like three years and embraces it with 100% pride - he's the first person to defend her no matter the situation, and highly looks up to her. He's always happy to stop what he's doing to help Mixtape with anything he needs whenever, and Daichi weirdly enough loves the company of others despite being an undead entity. I NEED to draw Chisa's, Daichi's, Seth's, Twoface's, and Madame's nightmare/demon forms so baddddd!!! I want my own anime!!!! *Pout lips*

I really want to replay the Project X Zone series of games and Klonoa (my beloved cabbit <3), but I left my game controller for my laptop at my flat, FUCK! >:[
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Dus anyone want to make gay ocs with me?!?!?! [Jan. 26th, 2026|11:05 am]
[Current Music |Wake up- three days grace]
[Current Location |Skewl]
[Current Mood | bored]

I’m gettin’ so bored, I wanna get more involved in the community and I only have like four characters so far. Does anyone want to collab to make ocs to couple up together? that would give me something to draw… blinkblinkblink

or not… heh… whatever… I guess… *fixes emo bangs*
 

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aaaaaaaa [Jan. 25th, 2026|02:26 pm]
[Current Mood | cheerful]

OH EM GEE its snowing outside. I live in Texas so this is my first time seeing snow in like… forevah. *squeal*
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Hair Day! [Jan. 24th, 2026|01:31 pm]
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[Current Location |My Parents' Shithole]
[Current Mood | blank]

Hi! Currently, just waiting for my mum to come back so she can take me to get my braids done at her friend's house, lulz. I'm pretty bored, but I've been watching Jojo Rabbit and drawing, so whatever… Been working on that massive CG little by little, but I've finally got to Chisa after finishing Yuka and Junko! I don't know what outfit I'll put her in, tho? Blah blah homework blah blah... Here's a WIP I guess cuz I have nothing better to say atm... I miss my flat and I want a cookie so bad :3

Can't believe my birthday coming up soon... scary! I'm getting olddddddddddd!!!! :[ Random, but I have an extremely unpopular MMO opinion: I love the media surrounding Ragnarök Online, but I find the actual game fucking boring. Before the pitchforks come out, let me cook. I adore the aesthetic, the anime, the DS game, the merch, the animated promo videos, and the original manhwa (obviously). But the main game itself? To me, it’s just grind-based, microtransaction-flavoured torture. Like, WTF do you mean there’s no central questline and no map teleportation?! I’ve signed up for five different private servers for this fuck-ass game, and not one of them has managed to sell me on Ragnarök. Not. One. Sorry, boss, but it's team MapleStory for me! x___x


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hi*c [Jan. 23rd, 2026|06:54 pm]

nu_glamfur

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[Current Music |the sound of rain pitter-pattering outside]
[Current Location |my room]
[Current Mood | sad]

i was lurking around the lolcow.farm glamfur thread for like the millionth time and found out that Dana Cope's (a.k.a Hi*C\StarC) tumblr is still active (sort of, seems like they haven't posted in a year? i think? tumblr's layout is stupid hard to understand), and i found lots of great art there; redraws, new art, and even old art of theirs that i have never seen before!

it's also kind of melancholy. there's a lot of talk about regrets and wishing things could've been different, which i *really* relate to. hope they're okay.

anywho, here's the link to their tumblr :3

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blahblahblah i dunno [Jan. 22nd, 2026|11:46 pm]
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[Current Mood | tired]
[Current Location |my room]
[Current Music |nothing]

okay so, since on my last entry everyone was asking me essentially the same question, and i don't feel like replying with the same thing multiple times, i decided to make an entry about it instead. but yes, i am fine :D some of them kind of bummed me out a bit since they were calling me a pedophile, zoophile, pretty sure they called me the n-word and even a spick and dyke (which, if you don't know: spick/spic/spik=slur against people of hispanic and latino descent derived from the way non-english speaking hispanics say 'speak', and i am puerto rican (and half dominican) and dyke is basically just a slur for lesbian or wlw chicks in general.) but, well, it's the internet, plus it makes me kind of chuckle thinking what kind of person these people are behind their oh-so-badass facade.

but i want to thank everyone who was concerned, especially vishnu since he was actually the one who e-mailed me letting me know that trolls were raiding my guestbook (yes.. i tend to forget to check it, ok?), so like, thanks vish! ^__^

anywho, in other news, i created a new escargot MSN account under the name 'ieatfood'. i don't know if i'll have much time tomorrow but since it's a friday i'll likely stay up a bit late. feel free hit me up around 10 p.m. to 1 a.m. AST if you'd like. :-)
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Woot woot woot woot [Jan. 22nd, 2026|07:18 pm]
[Current Music |The sound of my little sister eating pizza]
[Current Location |In my bed fiddling with the camera]
[Current Mood | cheerful]

 WEEEE!!! I’m so happy! Yesterday my mom texted her big family group chat to ask them if they could hand over their old tech to me (thank you mama) and my grandads stuff came TODAY!! Wow.. I’m in heaven.. there’s a chunky silver and translucent light blue cassette player, a big thing I can recharge batteries in, a pair of headphones and.. *drumroll* a good digicam! At least I think so. I haven’t plugged it into a computer to check the image quality yet, (let me get my job money already dammit) but it looks pretty sweet! It’s a FUJIFILM FinePix A900, and judging by the date it was last used in 2007, well, I guess I have two cameras now! :D 

my uncle also has two iPods and three phones to ship to me, woot!! I’m living in a paradise!!

Also, today final fantasy X for my ps2 arrived, it’s very fun so far, But very confusing. Im not sure where I’m supposed to go, Tidus is pretty annoying. My mom said he looked “flamboyant and glamorous”… not sure I see it…
 

Anouk OUT *peace sign*
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internet people are losers rofl [Jan. 22nd, 2026|10:20 am]
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[Current Location |school]
[Current Music |nothing]
[Current Mood | geeky]

seems like my website got posted to some terf garbage site and they're so pissed that i don't agree with transphobes that they're now raiding my guestbook with hateful messages, even though i'm a teenager :P and they say love is dead!
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