.: HATE - MAGNET :. - Psyche... (do dead dreams die so new ones happen?)

.: HATE - MAGNET :. - Psyche... (do dead dreams die so new ones happen?)

<<Miss Nikki>>

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Psyche... (do dead dreams die so new ones happen?)

[Mar. 2nd, 2026|10:20 am]

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Howlongwazit since I rambled? I haven't updated my website in months! I was planning to get away from Nekoweb and go to a good hosting service... might as well get a nu domain name.

I just wanted to say that I might be on and off the Internet fo a while - I wanted to try and enjoy life for a bit, but I eventually find myself going back here to check on you guys o_o and the websites going to be on hiatus until my passion for HTML comes back ;_;

And I remember discussing about the "What-will-happen-to-us-in-five-mo-years" - I used to dwindle around art careers since it was one of my child dreams, but after that dreaded Sunday art school and more research, it kind of set to the side as a dead dream. By now after joining the special AP Biology class (funny enough, enrolled to get away from one friend and be with the smart people), mom's stories from her college years as a pharmaceutical major (funny ones like a feminine guy who made syrups for headaches with 60-70%? alcohol content and called it medicine-syrup-for-drunk-children), and other experiences from going outside, I'm doubting/ or convinced that I have potential to be in healthcare. Mom seemed to be worried about it but by now she supports it and told me that a job as a physiologist is great for me since I'm good at massaging (dunno if massaging is a skill required in that field of work, though).

My options are psychiatric nurse, physiotherapist, lab technician, or if it doesn't work out, art job or accountant. If death before graduation is also a free option I might consider that too (sarcasm)

See ya in 10 years in a hospital or a morgue. Nikita out 8D

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kuonakuonarevolution
2026-03-02 07:27 pm (UTC)

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good luck on your uhh.. dream-search??? I believe that you'd be able to do anything you'd put your mind to, focus on things you'd enjoy in the future! (..at least thats what my fairly lax parents say 2 me, Idk what yours are like 8D)

also wow, I wish I could easily just take breaks from the interwebs like that

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windclocktown
2026-03-03 01:16 am (UTC)

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Huge thanx n.n I'll find something awesome and fun to do in the meantime

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